@kawaiipunk yeah, i spent a lot of my twenties partying heavily with a friend who ended up deciding to pursue a full doctorate or whatever it is in pharmocology, specifically going into a line of work looking at these drugs in particular, and ended up the only person in her team who had done them. It's amazing to hear her talk about like having to translate for the other scientists what certain reactions are, like thats not distress, they're just having a lovely time in another dimension right now.