Thousands of patients have missed out on care from that prematurely dead, talented doctor because of hierarchical rigidity and paradoxical selfishness of demanding a fake normalcy rather than accepting & responding to reality on reality's terms.
Thousands more have been able to get care from me because I defied the hierarchy.
While every situation is different, this was cut and dry: virtual was an option.
I took it.
He didnt, and tried to force me to unnecessarily risk my life.