at no point in my life have i EVER had acknowledgment that healthy at any size applies to my weight.
it's not like i lost it through eating disorders (wouldn't matter if i did) either, I just have freak vampire metabolism meaning I can't fucking gain except muscle mass.
I've had eating disorders too, but guess what its bingeing hence my desire to fucking watch what I eat and do occasional IF to make my gut feel better and recover from the nausea!!!