I think my deepest self injurious trait is that I struggle to see the line between "making meaning of oppression by thinking, writing and sharing about how it functions, its effects and what we must do about it is one of my best contributions to the world and greatest acts of self care" (rad as fuck, in touch with a radical scholarly lineage from incredible womanist, transfeminist, antiracist, decolonial, disability scholars) and "if I tell every single person in the world every single thing they think and do that is wrong using the perfect explanation they will fix it. If I spend every waking moment interrogating and scrutinising my own thoughts and actions I will be a better person and a more effective organiser and scholar" (impossible, slowly dissolving my brain and many relationships in corrosive acid)
anyone else who lives with a really loud inner critic got any tips? Running out of ideas tbh, v tired of this.