I don't know how else to explain to people that you get the outcomes you shill for. If you have sincere thoughts on how things are going, SPEAK UP. Especially if you're literally The Super Smart Guy.
I've read the old meeting minutes and some of the old papers, I get the older iterations of the C Committee either ignored you or didn't do anything with your feedback. That's not me. I really need you to start saying shit, ON THE RECORD.