@rher @RustyCrab @smug I blame ballpoint pens. During my whole life writing for extended periods of time with them made my hands hurt, my handwriting was complete jank and whenever I tried to write in cursive it just didn't feel well. I bought the cheapest fountain pen on the planet some time ago and that one was indeed built for cursive, it just fucking works and it feels amazing, I could only compare it to what I imagine normies feel while having sex. I really recommend buying one of them.