@Gargron Success can be much harder than failure. When you are successful, a million people will want you to do more or to do what you do differently. When you fail, folk just walk away and let you rest.
Mastodon has grown tremendously. It has been successful. You should be proud of what you've built. But, the price of success can be very high.
Take a day off. Relax. We'll all still be here when you get back.