@jeang3nie I've felt adjacent for years and definitely recognize some of the habits, preferences and coping mechanisms people are regularly sharing.
Lately I'm suspecting my whole family two generations back may be a little bit on the spectrum and that's why I felt normal growing up and I think I'm just the worst of us at masking maybe because I felt so normal and also I'm the spoiled decade-younger sibling with basically my siblings as extra parents, so I got away with everything, while my parents are A+ at masking because they grew up in the 40s.