I don't think I want big boobs. I say this without having any HRT.
But actually, that is a concern. Like, will HRT cause me to want big boobs? If so, am I comfortable with that?
I made peace with the fact that I take drugs to not be depressed a long time ago. They don't change who I am, any more than taking aspirin for a headache does. But HRT... sometimes it seems different.
If progesterone makes you horny, is that a change in who you are? Are ace folks who take prog and then cease being ace changed fundamentally? Does that even happen?
If I'm on HRT, will I be attracted to different things, or am I just figuring out what I was already attracted to?
And basically, if everything we are is a function of brain chemistry, is fucking with brain chemistry an identity change?