i doubt i will ever really reach my goals of studying a shit ton of political theory and numogrammatics in order to understand it all at a (relatively) high level but i also think it’s important that i’m aware of the fact i am not that well-versed in anything. i think too many people are far far too confident in themselves when their farthest reaches into stuff like politheory is twt discourse. i do not think that makes me better than anyone but i feel it means something