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Fuck, I'm gonna have to do a shit-ton of research on the cyberpunk project database on the 90s subculture and history of cyberpunk to properly inform my own writing... I mean I dont have to, but I feel like I do. And also, I'm gonna have to take notes, bc my brain fog has been bad lately and otherwise it'll fall out of my brain. And then I have to write this essay, and make it feel as real and authentic as it does to me internally... Honestly, I'm overwhelmed. I would be on the best of days but lately I've been in one of those exhausted and mentally fatigued cycles so it's even worse. Plus, I feel guilty for not working on it and yet I feel too sick and exhausted and foggy to actually work on it.

I could restart that essay on egoism by way of 20th century continental and analytic philosophy, but I don't feel well enough (or fresh enough on The Unique) to do that justice either, I feel like I wouldn't argue my case tightly enough to serve my purposes. It's frustrating.