@Sexypink There's an ever-increasing sense of dread and apathy in the world now, and it's hard to find the motivation to keep making an effort day by day. I think a lot of people have had some pretty traumatic things happen especially since 2020, and it's hard because the astroturfed faux-culture wants everyone to pretend everything is alright, but it really isn't.

Just know you're not alone, I have a hard time with this as well. Some things that used to take me 5 minutes can now take hours of getting past "what's the point" before I actually do them. I'm fighting it and don't intend to give in to apathy; I won't give the people trying to ruin me the satisfaction.