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god, i'm sorry for ranting so much & also i promise i will start fighting ""the real enemy"" again soon.

my posts about tankies are ::
- genuine
- blowing off steam
- an attempt for me to deprogram myself from the bullshit i've been coerced to believe, accept & obey
- rhetorical sparring, for me to be ready to fight other villains, again.

i haven't lost sight of the oil & fracking barons, the capitalists, the land theft & eugenicists. i'm just reflecting on how to make my next moves, now that i've gotten free of the "friends" and "loved ones" who wanted to crush & control me.

it's not fun to have to shuck off so much violence, from so many spheres. it's not fun to have to process how people you loved did you so much harm. it's not fun to realize the spirals and fractal patterns of predatory violence. i hate that it's been so deep in my home, that so few places have ever been safe.
& i dearly want that to change.