@colonelj Extremely. He deliberately molded me into someone who was dependent on him, using my anxiety and depression to do so. But after I had manic episodes and got diagnosed with bpd, he decided that my mental condition was now too much to control and he tried to make me kill myself. It was the worst thing that ever happened to me, and I say that as someone who has survived rape and childhood cancer.
And since I did not kill myself he is now trying to assassinate me and I think he is trying to assassinate my boyfriend too, just cause he can