@ryo @Misato I don't like programs like that at all, so I would never make something like Libreoffice. I just use plain text, and org-mode. I do like the mascot, though I'm not sure what exactly she's supposed to be.

And to me programming is mostly frustrating, because software has the bad habit of just not fucking working, and a lot of things are not documented, and a lot of documentation is wrong. It doesn't help that I have no interest at all in the things that are commonly used.

It also doesn't suit me because whenever I do it, even some basic scripting, I just go too far. Like, I can't stop until I'm done, but bigger things can't be done in one sitting. It also fucks my sleep schedule up because I end up going to bed too late and also not being able to turn my brain off, and then I feel like shit for a week and can't do anything. I'm actually kinda doing that right now (except my brain isn't that activated), I should be asleep.

Anyway, I haven't been able to balance it, I either do it too much or not at all, I'm not someone that knows how to stop and take breaks. When my brain starts working, it keeps going until it crashes.

Here is an article I relate to a lot in a good website I found on wiby:
https://koshka.love/autism/inertia.html

Also, I think about so many ways of doing each single thing that even programming files turn into a giant mess of notes in the form of comments. So many possibilities that I can't keep track of them all. Ideas for features and different ways of implementing things, and it's easy to get lost trying to figure out which one is the best. I have too many ideas in general. Hell, I think my posts make that clear enough.

I have done it again... I should be asleep. Every day I tend to go to sleep a little later and it's hard to fight that tendency.