@antiall3s I look up to so many anarchists of the previous century. Even state leftists did so many impressive things. The 20th century is full of leftist solidarity and organizing. I read their texts and it has improved my life, my knowledge, my well-being so much.
It just saddens me that nowadays I'm mostly a tankie-and-anarchists-and-other-'radicals'-avoider. I'm too worn out. They aren't even sorry for their ableism. It's just excuses or ignoring the issue. It's so surprisingly spineless!