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i don’t think i have the full-blown PDA autistic profile but i absolutely have some.

and man after 7 months of forcing myself to do stuff i REALLY don’t want to do, with no break and no respite, i am out of do-it juice even for stuff i DO want bc i think “ooh i should—“ then immediate NOPE NO CAN’T I REFUSE

i should drink water? NO

i should try my new lens? NO

i should poke 6 needles into me and infuse my immunoglobulin for 2 hours? NOOOooooOoOooO