I'm so traumatized... that I can't even feel anything right now. It's like I do feel some sense of sadness but I think it's just malaise or I'm just exhausted? 😩 I've hardly been sleeping for the past couple weeks.

I left work earlier today (with permission of course) so I could speak with my landlord about my issue with my husband 🙃 for those who don't know he's an abusive piece of shit that deserves nothing. He left for work this morning and I knew it was my sign... it was my day to leave and never look back. He tried calling me and tried to figure out why. Really dude? Really? What makes you think that we can work shit out when you're the one who harmed me? I didn't harm you. You hurt me!

I can hardly afford a divorce lawyer now. I will do my research and do what I must. I have to break free... even if I have to owe money until I'm 90 yrs old.