@MercurialBlack @Ruusu @hidden @unliver I'm just thinking out loud, but maybe you need actual suffering, or at least a change in environment. Poor-ass Mexicans, for all they go through, they never seem to be depressed. My oldest son is severely autistic and my wife's skin was melting off her body for half a year so now she has to spend the next 6 months injecting immunoglobulin directly into her stomach, but still I'm not really that depressed. Conversely, my brother who has never really suffered, had a hard time with depression.