@dariaphoebe I shared this link before. It might be an interesting read for you!
Maybe the fact that you don't feel like you particularly belong anywhere could be freeing?
Like, if you don't feel like you particularly belong anywhere, then there's no place that's better than where you're at?
Just a thought, hope it helps.
https://openlibrary.org/works/OL20030213W/This_is_where_you_belong?edition=key%3A/books/OL27210260M