@TheMagicLemur I'm sure that you have your reasons for staying, just remember that your support of them helps to draw new members into the toxicity. Even if they never see your account.
Think of it like a black hole. The more mass it has, the bigger and stronger it get's. Every tiny bit of matter helps to make the hole bigger.
If you can, break free. If you can't for financial reasons, then I hope that you find a better means soon.
Good luck.