You should understand that with the bills you had to fund raise for, these things are not free. The infrastructure and services provided by instance administrators costs money, and more work than you think goes in to maintaining them and improving them to give you a place to say nigger and call journalists faggots. There are inherent risks involved with these things. I have to e-beg too since maybe 2 percent of our active users donate to keep this going. I guess even in smaller instances, the bystander effect applies.