This does mean I need to get back to more rigorous study. Whatever knowledge I have mostly isn't mine really. Generations of people have shared their experiences of resisting oppression & building alternatives. What I try to do is to take that in, evaluate it, analyze it, & bring it together.
It's what I'm good at, so I should put real effort into it. It's ok to decide to focus on doing the work you are good at, but once you have found it, you do have to actually do it.