It's kind of hard how we ADHDers suffer from the paradox effect of ADHD. Yet, many of us (includijg me) do like our morning stimulants to "help us get awake". But's not the awake thing really, at least not how neurotypicals feel it (AFAICT). I'm not stimulated. I'm just... less overwhelmed. Not more awake, just less tired. Less "ugh". But that's not the same thing as being awake!