stuff i do today that i never thought possible before transitioning:
- care about what i wear
- care about how i look
- exercise
- have good posture
- have a reasonable sleep schedule
- not always overheating
- care about what i eat
- care about myself
- smell okay
- like myself in the mirror
- wake up in anticipation of just another day
- exist in public without constant severe anxiety
- do more than just wait for death
- not think about death all the time
- like my voice
- talk to people just because i want to
- show people i care about them
- have friends
- like myself
- feel like someone else likes me
- know what being happy feels like
- be happy i am alive
- inject estrogens
- love