Earlier this year a girl(I assume) started using my pictures to skin walk as me online ( I was very flattered she thinks I'm that pretty)
She didn't post like me at all instead she seemed like actually a really good person
So i made a throw away account to interact with her
After weeks of using the account inconspicuously I followed her and I probably became her favourite simp from all the attention I gave her
After she followed me back I messaged her a bit and she was even nicer and funnier in dms than she was on the timeline but at the time she always seemed really busy so we didn't get to chat very often but whenever we did I would get so excited and it did not take long for me to become rrrly obsessed with her
it went on for like almost four months so I got to know her (or her story) pretty well (I will not mention what she told me about her life because I have no idea what was real or fake but either way I kind of wanna respect her privacy but she seemed really cool)
Anyways
So because I'm kind of insane I started posting her posts here pretending I was her 😞
It became obvious to me very quickly that y'all liked her more than me and I'm ngl it made me rrrrly fucking bpd about that
Becuz of this i became needier with this girl and she started giving me more attention and letting me get closer to her and like I even called her a couple times...
she was so sweet and caring and listened to me vent about how my friends like me more when I pretend to be someone Im not.
I got rrrly needy one night and mentioned to her how i had been using some of her posts as if they were my own (didn't tell her it was like hundreds lol) and she said that that was okay she didn't mind and that she was very flattered I liked her writing that much

This is where I fucked up

So like I was so fucking touched by that sentiment that I told her I had another secret I'd been keeping from her and I asked her if we could video call.
For obvious reasons i knew that wasn't going to happen but she still told me I could start the call and maybe she would turn on cam later if she felt pretty enough
She initiated the call and was kind of flirty about what my secret could be and that she was "excited to see what I look like" but when i turned my camera she just went dead silent and a few seconds later ended the call.
She immediately messaged "sorry" and then blocked me.
A few minutes later the account she had been using for months that had like a little over 300 followers was gone
I don't know if you're seeing this but I miss you and wish I didn't say anything
You were the better me xc