i always say my daily affirmations in front of the mirror
"if it were not for suicide being a weakness of mind and a contagious idea that plagues human beings, i would've killed you by now. my greatest pain in life is that i will never be able to hold your crushed esophagus in my hands while i watch the light leave your teary, bloodshot eyes. i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you"
and then i make some cofe