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@hellomiakoda Yeaa... This meshes so badly with my executive dysfunction. I am incapable of cleaning properly, so I need a family member to do the cleaning, but said family member does not understand what do not move my shit means, and so my options are to either supervise them their entire time cleaning, or to just deal with having a meltdown over not finding my meds etc, or to live in a dirty flat x3 And they also do not understand what that part does not need cleaning means, so I am stuck watching them clean 3 hours in a really inefficient way.

The only time that changes is when I manage to momentarily suppress one of the things that cause me to be dysfunctional, then I get the energy to clean. That only ever happens with external help though. Usually when someone I am looking forward to visits my place.

I hate living in an unclean place, where there's shit all over the place, but I don't have the energy to fix it...