@hellomiakoda you don't feel "alony" since your comment plot twist to be alone or reply with the anasthesia.
Is your irl every day life easier alone?
I would be traumatized by the loss.
I still feel the other yous build up in the thread.
You feel like that optical illusion, where you try to catch the black dot between the lines, which is not there, if trying to apply standard protocols to focus on it.
Hope i don't destabilize you(s) by that but - connected