Girl on the Net
Forgive me a self-indulgent thread. It's dark but I promise that will pass.
On exactly this day last year, I found out someone close to me had done something profoundly disturbing. Discovering this, and realising how his actions had been hidden from me over months of skilful manipulation, absolutely torpedoed my sanity. I've spent a lot of this year in dark places and more than once made serious plans to end my life.
Girl on the Net
It wasn't just one person - multiple people in my life knew what he had done, and therefore knew that his continued presence was extremely harmful to me. And they didn't tell me. One of my closest friends actively lied to cover for what he'd done.
As someone who prizes honesty and friendship above almost everything else, this fully wrecked me. I went pretty mad. In hindsight some of the things I did - and blogged about - were the actions of someone extremely unwell.
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