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@AlabasterBrick @IlDuWuce i am in the psych ward rn
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Well brother, it beats the alternative. Thanks for the update. Take care of yourself
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>i feel
Your flesh is lying to you. Get out of that house immediately.
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@AlabasterBrick @IlDuWuce man, i don't know anymore, i think i will go to an ambulatorium, i am tired, please God let it end, i see no future here, i need an intervention now, this can't go on anymore.
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I think God is telling you to change your scenery, bro. Let it happen, without apprehension.
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@AlabasterBrick @IlDuWuce i trust God, but, i don't know man, i need to just lock myself up somewhere so i don't kill myself i feel
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@IlDuWuce all i am running on is prayers, i am running on hope, i am on the brink here, everytime i grit my teeth a little bit more in hope, but then i will have to grit my teeth even more, just when it seemed like ti would get better.
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And yet, there are still people out there that have it worse than you, and still they push on. Its all about perspective. Get out of your family's house. Ask your church for assisstance. I would live on the street before I let Godless heathens treat me like shit. Just do something, anything but give up.
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Bro you alright? Why quit your job?
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@IlDuWuce i wake up at 5 in the morning, take 2 hours on the train, go to work, it is stressful, it is stressful, 2 hours on the train, i am exhausted, i come home at 7:30 to no food, i am hated at home, they want me gone, they tell me i doomed them, they tell me i shamed them, they tell me i will burn in hell, im broke, i still have to wait for them to pay me so i can buy food for myself, i have to sleep at 9.
i can't do this anymore, im tired, my parents hate me my job is stressful only 3 cycles of this and im already tired, i am exhausted, those apprentices now will have to rely on me, their futures will depend on me, i wish i could just dissappear.
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i think, i will have to quit that job, idk what i will do next, i have to move out somehow, but it's just way too tiring, maybe they will still let me work, but i can't do this, i will lose it, i feel so alone.