My piece of shit body still is not healing. The wound at the bottom remains, and keeps bleeding a little bit every now and then. The weird secretions remain. The piss spray remains. I am running out of what I can put up with quietly and am growing exasperated.
Things seem to have gotten worse overall since the operation in April and it'll soon have been a year since the initial operation, and I'm still dealing with this shit.
... yeah. I'm not doing great mentally.