to take a general approach to the ...feeeling... of late, in the metaphor/parable of the kid in the Omelas hole,
it's not much to discover a lot of people you thought would have walked away from Omelas, haven't, because well, you haven't either (there's no ethical consumption under capitalism, no one's an island, the cost of true independence in our society is very high, etc)
what *is* shocking and demoralizing is rather discovering how many people you thought were decent are actually celebrating the kid in the hole's suffering, and how many more are advocating for throwing more kids in the hole to suffer because just imagine how much cooler society could be