things that would have blown child me's mind, an ongoing list:
- future them can not only afford to just waste 2GB of space building firmware for a trackball, but forget to clean it up for months without having constant "your machine is out of space" warnings
- future them wound up using a trackball that needs 2GB of space to build its firmware
- future them wound up using a trackball at all
- surprise, you're not a boy
- under the floor is just another solid surface that is less aesthetically pleasing and comfy to stand on. it is not an infinitely deep hole. you will not fall into an infinitely deep hole in the floor and die