I disappoint people all day and get screamed at all night. I worked the hardest I have ever worked in my life and I am not getting ahead. I'm sick all the time. I can't take leave because it will derail my career. I've canceled all my holiday leave and will be in the office even when the building is closed. I have asked my family to not get me anything for Christmas because I don't have time for recreation. My kids are always upset. My wife is always a little disappointed. My last friend is moving out of state. Things aren't supposed to feel like this.