I've listened to Closer to Grey by Chromatics probably a hundred times over the past few years, and it's one of my all-time favorite albums.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8KAWnFLvDXA
For me, it's a snapshot of November 2022. A year spent in Boston was missing my expectations. A year neglecting my own software project was missing everyone else's. A two-week trip to France to rekindle my long-distance relationship turned stressful, and I came back to an overburden of work.
"Sometimes love feels just like hate."