NGL, given my family situation, just kinda going through the motions folks. So genuinely sorry if I'm just liking toots in the replies and not myself. Worried about my mom (and my stepdad) but I can't cure cancer and I can't make her not sad/devastated.
I handle tragedy in my life better than most people would I think, I'm a tough cookie. But watching my mom cry is... man, I ain't hard enough for that.