@tomie Because, he's unbelievably based, talented, and all out a great person, who is always a moral ancor in my life.
And because I love him with all of my hearth. He is there to support me, whenever I need it and he set me up to a life without any needless suffering. Oh, did I mention, that his example managed to push me forward way beyond what would be considered a "reasonable expectation"? Because when you see an adult with an already good life decide one day to complete a random insane life goal... And they do it. It is an amazing inspiration.
He took care of me, when I was little, and even cnsults with me how to take care of me after he won't be here. This os what love looks like. He is the bestest dad I could have ever wished for. :blobcatheart: And I fear, that I will never find a way to express this in a way, that fully goes through.