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   NeonPurpleStar :heart_bi: (neonpurplestar@outerheaven.club)'s status on Monday, 21-Oct-2024 06:45:57 JST NeonPurpleStar :heart_bi:

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   @miles i am not having a great time either :celmadelinehug:
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     Miles :verified: (miles@snug.moe)'s status on Monday, 21-Oct-2024 06:45:58 JST Miles :verified:

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     Yes, I'm depressed, and I wish I could seek help, but I can't even do that as of right now.
     
     I really hope it will get better

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     Miles :verified: (miles@snug.moe)'s status on Monday, 21-Oct-2024 06:45:59 JST Miles :verified:

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     I'm also not sure if the choices I've made so far are the right ones, if I could have chosen better. I feel like I did, because, let's be real, I didn't have much of a choice to begin with.
     And perhaps that's why thinking about it makes me feel so bad: there were better choices in theory, but I couldn't commit to those because of all the struggles.

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     Miles :verified: (miles@snug.moe)'s status on Monday, 21-Oct-2024 06:46:01 JST Miles :verified:

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     It's so damn hard sometimes to see a future where everything that has happened doesn't have a big impact on me and where I can actually be happy.

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     Miles :verified: (miles@snug.moe)'s status on Monday, 21-Oct-2024 06:46:02 JST Miles :verified:

     Meh, I wish I had sane and supportive parents and be myself and keep going to university and all.
     But I guess I have to go to work instead to get myself out of this shitty place.
     
     I so much hope that, at least, things will actually get better when I finally succeed in that...
     
     I do have a bit of hope, but at the same time the fact that I have to do what I have to do is so fucking depressing...