One of the gifts of being transfem is that moment when you realize that femaleness and femininity are nice, lovely things in the world.
Then you realize that all of the male peers you've known who are mortally afraid of anything connected to femininity (and who made your life hell because of that fear) are a bunch of silly people who are trapped in a prison that pours misery into their lives.
And the universe handed you a key to that prison, opened your cell, and shoved you into freedom.