Why does everything need to fall apart at peak stress, lose my room I’m renting, lose the client at my job, lose the and gain bf, probably about to actually lose my job because I can’t fucking function. I just, fuck it, fuck everyone. Fuck you. Fuck you. Pretending to give a shit about me, fuck you.
@Sandstar@nicecrew.digital@prettygood@socially.drinkingatmy.computer I am a bipolar schizophrenic freaking out about upcoming surgery and a coinciding loss of almost everything in my life. Ya I mean if I was just slowly disliking people more and suddenly wanted to vote republican sure you might be referencing a shared experience many people have, but that is just not the experience here.
@prettygood@socially.drinkingatmy.computer it’s fine I’m just yelling at the void. I just become more miserable and hate people more everyday seems to be the new pattern.