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I'm so angry. I applied for $ to hire a consultant who is Black for breaking free fr whiteness work. It got funded, the whole thing, including my own time and a workshop, EXCEPT FOR HIRING THE BLACK PERSON. I followed up saying, what the actual fuck (in different words), this was the whole point of my request. I only asked for $ for myself bc my care committee encouraged me to do so (I live w a low income). white woman = worthy, Black person = not worthy for a racial justice grant? WHAT THE FUCK