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   Emmy :hatched_trans_egg: (emmy@transfem.social)'s status on Friday, 19-Apr-2024 07:05:44 JST Emmy :hatched_trans_egg:

   Hi, I'm Emmy.
   
   I'm a person. I'm trans, programmer, stutterer, Muslim, married person.
   
   I'm a person, and I have needs and wants. I have to keep reminding myself of this because I tend to forget it and revert to an NPC-like entity that just does what society/other people expect. I'm trying to actually enjoy existing for once.
   
   I'm trans. I was born with a male physical body, but I wish I wasn't. The major sign that made me realize this is that when I think of myself as a woman, I feel like a person. But when I think of myself as a man, I feel absolutely nothing. However, I have not, and will not, transition biologically or socially (except this Fediverse account) for reasons that will be clear later in this post. I can manage dysphoria most of the time by having an intense feeling of depersonalization. This body is not mine, I just live in it and direct its every action.
   
   I'm a programmer. I love computers and programming and nerdy technical things and hyper niche details about topics only a handful of people know about. Reading documentation is a perfectly fine way to spend my free time. I'm obviously a Linux user, and I use Fedora.
   
   I'm a stutterer. I've had a very bad stutter ever since I can remember. I can't finish a single sentence without stuttering at least twice. I let it haunt my life for a very long time but now I have accepted it. If someone can't understand me, it's on them to ask me to repeat myself. I'm done beating myself over it and avoiding situations for fear of stuttering. However, I still hate phone calls and voice chat because the other parties can't tell when I pause because of a stutter or if I finished talking.
   
   I'm a Muslim. I'm religious and I believe in it and I do everything that being a Muslim implies. This is the main reason I don't want to transition. I understand some people here get hurt when I talk about the details in public, but I'm happy to discuss it in private (DMs or CW'ed follower-only posts).
   
   I'm married to a wonderful woman. I was wrong to keep her in the dark about my transness for so long. But I have finally came out to her and she is very supportive of me. We also have two kids.
   
   Miscellaneous things about me if anyone cares enough: I'm a millennial, so that puts a range on my age. I live north of the equator and east of the Prime Meridian. My native language is Arabic. #introduction

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     pomstan (pomstan@xn--p1abe3d.xn--80asehdb)'s status on Friday, 19-Apr-2024 07:05:43 JST pomstan

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     @emmy @waifu @kirby

     I'm trans, programmer, stutterer, Muslim, married person.

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     Pleroma-tan (kirby@lab.nyanide.com)'s status on Friday, 19-Apr-2024 07:06:13 JST Pleroma-tan

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     @pomstan @waifu @emmy why did you tag me and waifu lmao thats the most random combo
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     Pleroma-tan (kirby@lab.nyanide.com)'s status on Friday, 19-Apr-2024 07:09:02 JST Pleroma-tan

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     @waifu he mostly just gets into fights with people or does other random events last i checked, so uhh, up to interpretation
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     waifu (waifu@mai.waifuism.life)'s status on Friday, 19-Apr-2024 07:09:03 JST waifu

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     @kirby@lab.nyanide.com He seems to enjoy being the most boring user on the fedi so i will block him now from the entire server :tenshi_fumo_ok:

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     waifu (waifu@mai.waifuism.life)'s status on Friday, 19-Apr-2024 07:13:13 JST waifu

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     @kirby@lab.nyanide.com never ever seen an interesting post from him but it doesn't matter now

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     Pleroma-tan (kirby@lab.nyanide.com)'s status on Friday, 19-Apr-2024 07:13:41 JST Pleroma-tan

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     @pomstan @waifu @emmy as far as i know i did not cause anything to federate
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     pomstan (pomstan@xn--p1abe3d.xn--80asehdb)'s status on Friday, 19-Apr-2024 07:13:42 JST pomstan

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     @kirby @waifu @emmy that's because you niggas pulled this eunuch-to-be into my instance

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     Pleroma-tan (kirby@lab.nyanide.com)'s status on Friday, 19-Apr-2024 07:16:40 JST Pleroma-tan

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     @pomstan @waifu @emmy tragic
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     pomstan (pomstan@xn--p1abe3d.xn--80asehdb)'s status on Friday, 19-Apr-2024 07:16:41 JST pomstan

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     @kirby @waifu @emmy https://xn--p1abe3d.xn--80asehdb/notice/Ah1f2A3hgRj7b8b9KC

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     Pleroma-tan (kirby@lab.nyanide.com)'s status on Friday, 19-Apr-2024 07:21:23 JST Pleroma-tan

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     @pomstan @waifu you really love getting into the most random fights
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     pomstan (pomstan@xn--p1abe3d.xn--80asehdb)'s status on Friday, 19-Apr-2024 07:21:24 JST pomstan

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     @waifu @kirby so long faggot, don't let the door hit you on the way out

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     pomstan (pomstan@xn--p1abe3d.xn--80asehdb)'s status on Friday, 19-Apr-2024 07:40:30 JST pomstan

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     @kirby @waifu I'm a victim in all those altercations, I can do no wrong by definition

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     Pleroma-tan (kirby@lab.nyanide.com)'s status on Friday, 19-Apr-2024 07:43:25 JST Pleroma-tan

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     @pomstan @waifu real as fuck
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     :BIGBOOBS: The Real Slug Shady :BIGBOOBS: (slugbert@clubcyberia.co)'s status on Friday, 19-Apr-2024 07:47:14 JST :BIGBOOBS: The Real Slug Shady :BIGBOOBS:

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     Pleroma-tan (kirby@lab.nyanide.com)'s status on Friday, 19-Apr-2024 07:47:43 JST Pleroma-tan

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     @slugbert @emmy i love this picture