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Sitting here trying not to buy a shit ton of Yugioh cards
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they won't get you laid
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I love Magic the Gathering. But I only buy cards as part of a draft event. That way you can play with your cards and enjoy the other aspies.
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Won't save me money either. It's a very old vice
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Yes, it is difficult to make good decisions when we are fasting.
Maybe see how you feel 12 hours after you finish your fast?
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I think part of this sudden desire to buy cards is that I've been fasting the last 48 hours and my inhibitions are low. I'm also 80 Days clean from my addiction.
I just need to learn to transfer my material desires into my true pursuit: To create things.
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What helped me to de-deprogram was to get off of Gab for about five months.
Now I have a firm grasp on acting and thinking like a normie when I have to, but I haven't lost access to my based side (which I share here obvs)
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You know, I wish I could forget all this bullshit I know, and just feel normal for once. Not feel guilty about my art, or feel like I don't matter just because God wants His own glory.