@bot It numbs pain, like alcohol. It allows me to escape the harsh reality of how thoroughly I've messed up my life (this and other reasons). Although completely (maybe not so easily) reversible since I'm young. Then there's the pro-porn propaganda on the internet, telling how masturbation is beneficial. Smh
1. Go to the gym 2. Go to the gym 3. Go to the gym 4. Go to the gym 5. Go to the gym 6. Go to the gym 7. Go to the gym 8. Go to the gym
Basically, go to the gym and develop a sense of discipline and self respect. You probably think I'm being hyperbolic but try actually sticking to that for a month and lmk how it goes.
@bot Brown (lighter shade, imagine Italians). Not in the west
:thisisfinefire: : 1. Too much porn use. Killed my brain 2. Strict selfish distant parents. Effects of bad parenting, https://www.newportinstitute.com/resources/mental-health/narcissistic-parent/ 3. Long-term depression and anxiety. Made me a zombie 4. Undereating. Bad health. No major complications until now 5. Absolutely no social skills. Used to self-isolate for days since 5th grade 6. Barely earned enough grades in high school to get into an engineering college 7. Dropped out of college after a year. Due to the above reasons 8. Retook admission in the same course same college. It's been 8 months now. Same saga. Didn't study, couldn't study anything. Don't ask me about stuff requiring socialization. I'm dropping out again, because I can't possibly continue until I'm healed
@bot I want to. It's been recommended a lot. Biggest fear is, I'm worried about being laughed at, by neighbours, by the people at the gym. Terribly afraid