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Contrary to how fedi might perceive me I actually have such a deep fear of being disliked in any way and that affects like everything I do
Like it doesn't even matter who it is. Stranger in the street doesn't like me, I'm thinking about that for weeks. Close friend disapproves of something? Existential crisis.
Have to confront someone who's being shitty? I'd rather die thank you.
Fedi is kinda fun tho, it's like my outlet to get over that in a way.
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@lucy I'm avoidant because I don't like being disliked to the extent that it's draining to have relationships at all
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@eris you come off as someone who doesn't care and usually dislikes people tbh, but people act different online a lot
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@gnarley_boot that's interesting
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@eris
Hello Eris, my name is Gnarley Boot, I'm a right wing retard southerner exiled to the PNW for sticking my dick in a crazy woman. Nice to meet you!
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@eris
Meh, definitely not interesting. More like ironic and tragic. But hey, the whole experience grew me up. Now I just try to do cool things with computers. HTis account is for drunk shitpoasting and bad takes, good times.
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@eris I'm like this even on the internet. I know it shouldn't rly matter because, not like I've ever met them. It does hurt a lot though.
Luckily I don't get into much drama, but that's cause I try not to be too close to people unless I really like them. If I feel like I will get in dramas with someone I will just block them before it happens.
Last time I had a disagreement with someone, and I was still following them but I noticed we weren't mutuals anymore. From their profile they just seems like a rly aggressive kind of person as well, so I decided I didn't want to interact with them anymore. Also because I had a feeling we weren't going to get on, so best to remove them before it happens.