one of the more scary effects of medicating my adhd is realizing just how much I was driven by stress and the sum of scattered thoughts
I feel relaxed for the first time in years 😭 it's making me feel okay not pushing myself to be productive during every single waking moment
I'm extremely thankful for this, because it's exactly what I need to do to get out of my burnout, but it also makes me feel, scared, that I'm feeling okay not being productive?