Holy moly. I didn't think I had gender dysphoria (like it's normal to grow up and be an adult thinking you're "bad at being a girl/woman") but this has blown my mind in an aha-holy shit kinda way. Amazing work here.
https://stainedglasswoman.substack.com/p/shattered
Found here: https://chaosfem.tw/@JoscelynTransient/111443909266752430