I don't think the people at the party 3 blocks over expected someone to show up in their back yard just now crying and begging them to stop the noise.
The police told me it's legal for anyone who feels like it to torture me with noise all day long, so long as it's before 10pm. My needs literally do not matter. I have no basic human right to be free from torture because I'm an autistic person and what tortures me doesn't torture most people. When that truth hits me full force is when I want to die because the world has no place for me.
I sobbed the whole walk home. I'm still in tears. IDK what to do. I guess I need to vacate my home till the strangers that own it right now decide to give it back.
#ActuallyAutistic
#DisabilityRights
#HumanIsHuman
I'm a fucking person too, goddammit.