I'm having trouble with a friend. I tried to banter with him the same way I do with other friends, but I guess the trust is just not there yet, because he felt honestly insulted. I wonder if that has anything to do with a relapse I could be having with shitposter mentality, which I hope is not the case. I mean, I'm totally aware that it was my fault, and I'm trying to communicate that to him, I meant no harm at all. It's something that has been mulling in my head all night, I couldn't sleep well knowing that I'm not at peace with him. Hopefully, he wakes up a little bit more open to forgive me. The last thing I want is to lose another friend.